"make it stop"

one of many things that i heard whispered during my math 53 final. lol

Yeah, that final was kiiiilllerr, but praise God, He pulled me through! I'm so thankful that I have the comfort knowing His peace and presence..Soo many people I know are depending on their own strength to carry them through college and I just know that I could not do that.

My semester is all due to God's grace and love! I cannot claim any of it as my doing.

Going back to the guy that was saying "end it" next to me, asking for time to be up for our 3 hour final. I think that life on earth for all of us is difficult. We often find ourselves saying "end already!" And like the guy sitting to the left of me today, we're banging our heads against the desk because we feel so beaten down by life or our circumstances. But God has put us where we are now so that we may endure the struggles that will grow us. He is bringing us through the process of sanctification. He is making us holy =] So even though we fail and fail and fail, the victory is in what we are being made into and the One who is leading us through.

And when we can't find the answers or solve that hard math problem, turn to the one ho knows all. Stand in awe of Him. He makes us go through things that we can't possibly handle ourselves, so that we come to Him, realize how small we are in comparison to Him, and seek His help. When He gives you more than you can bear alone, don't turn away from Him...He's calling you closer.

"Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid. The Lord, the Lord, is my strength and my song; He has become my salvation." Isaiah 12:2

I'm really going to miss Berkeley. Thank God for the people I've met here and for God's perfect plan. I praise Him for I am right where I need to be. Lord, You are my joy! You are my joy! You are my...JOYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! oh, that crowder.