Lord Jesus today has been filled with laptop mishaps, being unable to finish devotions, seeing different people, feeling unsure, needing to commit to serving and not performing, seeing my inner micromanager, ineffectiveness...in the "not yet" of the "already but not yet"
But at the same time there is this underlying happiness because these things meant more thinking of you Lord and more little prayers. Though I'd normally be really pleased with myself and get distracted by my own actions, this was a kind of Christian practice that cannot boast in itself. Is this what dependence feels like?
Holy Spirit teach me how to depend on God with all my being. Unveil my eyes enough to see that my life depends on the mercy and grace of God.
You're telling and teaching me something
Rushing --> Being late, make apparent priorities are not on where i'm going to, not taking time to think things through thoroughly
Sarcastic Awkward Pushback --> Relationships cannot be suddenly turned on; they are developed and cultivated. Consistency and perseverance, openness is required
Prayerlessness <---> Self-Reliance <---> Unbelief
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